Sebuah website mengirimi saya ucapan ultah, plus doa, plus beberapa pertanyaan muhasabah. Seperti di bawah ini. Yang jawabannya hampir semua "tak meyakinkan" huhuhu. Kalo lagi ujian, kagak lulus dah ogut!
1. Did I plan over the last year? No, I did not
2. Have I learned anything new in skills and knowledge since last year? Well... I think I've learned some, even... (have I...? not sure hehe)
3. Am I making more money than last year? Why the question is not: Am I buying more books?
4. Am I satisfied with my life and contribution to society? Yes, I am, but I'm not sure for the contribution... huhuhu.... belum berbuat banyak, sangat-sangat jauh... (berarti jawaban sebelumnya "gugur" )
5. Do I have more friends today? Do I...? Can I refer to my friend's list on MP or FB? Not sure... again... *sigh*
6. Am I a better Muslim today than last year? Huhuhu... *crying louder*
7. Are my deeds leading me on the path to Jannah? Huhuhuhu... *more louder*
Rabbana atina fiddunya hasanatan wa fil akhirat hasanatan wa qina azaban nar.
--Our Lord! Grant us good in this world and good in the life to come and keep us safe from the torment of the Fire (QS Al Baqarah: 201)